Heck it's been almost a year since I wrote a journal here!
I kinda didn't have anything huge, interesting or special to make it to a journal.
2017 I just got more into gaming! Many games were bought. Soon it'll be a year since I bought Overwatch! During summer I bought Stardew Valley and damn it got me hooked up so quickly! And on Black Friday I got Battlefield 4.
I didn't stop drawing, I posted at least one picture. xD I just drew less and played more games. But I won't stop drawing, cause I really like it once I get some ideas and motivation and no art block. :> I have the habit of drawing more random sketches than fully colored pictures with backgrounds, sketching is fun.
I am quite inactive here when it comes to posting pics but I'll post when I have something to post. Pretty much dead account on that part.
I also grew a little as a person in 2017. In the last 2 months I learned a few things.
Also I finally graduated in October! I had a small graduation party with all my relatives 2 weeks ago, and I got soo many gift cards! They're worth a lot and I've already prepared what I'm gonna buy with them, so excitiiiiiiing! >3<
So trying to look for a job, but I'm scared I won't find one for my career here in Finland and I may have to change careers. But I'm not doing that before I've searched everywhere. I just don't want to go to school again. Being a student even as an adult sucks ass. T_T I've searched possible places, but I haven't sent any papers yet and I've also kinda chilled out and relaxed. I'm not gonna live with my parents for the next year, I hope. Having my own apartment is such an exciting thought but then comes other responsibilities too. >_>
I've also decided that when the time comes, I'll start playing badminton again. It's actually one of those sports, that I legit legitimately enjoy. I still have my badminton racket in a good shape. I really wanna start playing it again. 8)
I think it was a year or two years ago, when I tried to keep up a journal every time I cried.
I was still not happy with myself for being emotional and I stopped writing the journal pretty damn quickly.
Today I have accepted that I'm quite an emotional person, I cry like a baby if something bad happens or I don't get what I want (not always xd) but also videos, songs, animations all that kind of stuff also makes me emotional and teary-eyed. If I gotta cry I gotta cry, I might need to learn to hold it more in certain situations. D:
Also: I just checked my old journals from over 4 years ago (They're all in Finnish) and OH. MY FUCKING GOD.
WHat was I thinking???? I explain so many non important things with all details WTF. All that teenage rage!! :---DD And emotes EVERYWHERR
But anyways, a little update.
Happy new year 2018!